458 journal entries so far in three years and shit i feel so old, i would give anything for a good long nap. but here's to a new beginning in my old journal from '05. i would delete everything here and wipe it clean but livejournal has rendered that fucking impossible unless you happen to be incredibly bored which at the moment, i'm not. so the entries remain. 

god i'm tired. so thanks for reading and hopefully, i'll start writing entries of substance in my recycled LJ soon. 

hydora

cheers x.

this needs to be done before the 22nd or on that day

1. get rid of Americanized spellings on my personal statement
2. add points about linking Cold War (ie third world conflict) to Iraq war
3. skew early content towards European/Western history (Ottoman empire, british empire - this can be included with the point about Forster)
4. bullshit about my gap year in 15 words. 
5. check word count on ucas.ac.uk
6. complete ucas form including module grades etc. 
7. check
8. notify office@hbschool

I have no idea what got into my dad's head about me applying to the US of A. Nowayhosay. 

i need breathing space. please.

I'm so fucking tempted to delete all this shit and start again but I won't because I'm vain. Also because I'm lazy but vain comes first. I mean, since some time ago, new livejournal blogs come with ads. Really ugly ads that screw up the themes and basically render all aesthetically pleasing aspects of LJ vaporise; vanish over the horizon.

I don't want to see fucking ad spaces on my blog thankyouverymuch. This was supposed to one of the things that separated LJ from the stupid Xanga or Myspace and shit.

The other thing is that unless you're a paid member, you can't mass manage your entries. Say for instance I had 454 entries because I've used this account for the last three years. Well, I'm not going to go through each and every one and delete it.

And I don't want to change accounts either.

Maybe I'm just being stupid. Whatever. My aunt is vacuuming and I had better not be streaming any videos or shit like so uneducational because I'm freeloading on her internet, her electricity and her laptop.

BUT MY LAPTOP DIED
Like shit i care.
ARE YOU KIDDING ME IT'S ONLY LIKE THREE YEARS OLD AND I'VE ONLY BEEN USING IT FOR ONE
fuck are you kidding ME?? one year for you is like twenty. i mean you turn it on for TWELVE hours at a time. sometimes even more
GO SCREW YOURSELF
so how would you explain those screen blackouts
FUCK YOU
LIKE FUCK YOU. I'M GOING TO GET IT REPAIRED.

I'm writing this for my own benefit

Mansfield

small - 220 undergrads so everyone knows each other
modernish but not too modern
3rd cheapest rents
really pretty in a non-gothic way

Balliol

Big! 382 undergrads with 38 doing history so biggest history undergrad intake
also old (1263) and so i'm sure it's well endowed
has its own grounds very nice XD
apparently very relaxed, informal and strong political leanings..ie full of hacks

Christ Church - not too sure about this one

its sooooo big. i think i'd get lost in it.
one of the more "rah rah" colleges
accomadation for all years which is wow.

Oriel - meh

someone from my school got in. it's the oldest college...very gothic and pretty.
according to tsr, it's less touristy than the other main, famous colleges.
erm..rowing?
formal hall is SIX NIGHTS A WEEK @@ oh god. that's SIX NIGHTS in a formal gown = =;
for a person who wears sweatshirts and gym pants around the house...that's like a nightmare

Keble - not pronounced cable.

first impression is a red brick building. 1870 so quite modern. the interior is far more gorgeous than what's outside.
close to the bod lib.
reasonable accomadation prices, accomadation guaranteed for first two years. 24 hr lib awesome XD (i procrastinate till 3am haha)
not too sure about the formals

Pembroke

relaxed. 14xx architecture is nice.
friendly but apparently state intake is more like 50:50
small but there are 340 undergrads in 2007?

Catz

no formals!! XD
also a sporty college but oh god it's such a modern college. it looks like i've stepped in the TATE for christssake. I'll think about this one.
it's got the most ugs, with 437 in 2007

St Hughes

seems quite cool. 1886 so quite new hence nice accom. accomadation for four years.
one formal dinner once a week and meals appear cheap.
not as pretty as other colleges but looks better than Catz.
no tourists, more secluded.
i have no thoughts on this one.

Wadham

known for student radicalism
known to be liberal and relaxed. high % of state school students with 427 ugs.

arghhhhh luffy is so awesome...it doesn't matter if the animation crap, the amazon dress code is total jokes and it's all shounen blather. LUFFY IS THE BEST CAPTAIN EVER HE KICKS BLEACH CAPTAINS IN THE ASS!~~~~~~~~
it sucks more that the next one piece release is 10 days away T_T

only gintama could make a WHOLE TWENTY minutes on eating nabe funny and exciting.

I'm here to pimp another really good anime. Production IE is known for its awfully high production high budge series such as Blood the last vampire.

This is East of the Eden (higashi no eden) and sounds like a Kdrama.

Art by the same person who created Honey and Clover. OP by Oasis (when noel gallagher was still there). I have to say I enjoyed it; the story begins with a guy standing naked infront of the Whitehouse and then grows in something quite complex. It's a shame the romance between Akira and Saki stalled but that was made up by how the story is fast paced with lots of interesting events happening and the main character being very charistmatic. Warnings for lots of nekkid bodies hehehehe

Whatever. it's just good. After the end of the 11 episodes, a movie will come out this November and will be followed by part 2 in December. Stay tuned XD

歌手：Beyond
作曲： 家駒
填詞：家駒
編曲: BEYOND

* 今天我 寒夜裡看雪飄過
懷著冷卻了的心窩飄遠方
風雨裡追趕 霧裡分不清影縱
天空海闊你與我 可會變 (誰沒在變)

多少次 迎著冷眼與嘲笑
從沒有放棄過心中的理想
一剎那恍惚 若有所失的感覺
不知不覺已變淡 心裡愛 (誰明白我)

# 原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌到
背棄了理想 誰人都可以
那會怕有一天只你共我

Repeat * #

仍然自由自我 永遠高唱我歌 走遍千里

Repeat #
 
哇...依家嘅歌點可以配得上BEYOND呢D歌詞及氣勢?
唔會再有" "背棄了理想 誰人都可以 那會怕有一天只你共我"